It’s funny, the Tim McGraw song “Live like you’re dying” is inspirational. However, when you start living that way people start looking at you like you’re insane.
But when you’ve lost everything, and I mean absolutely everything to gaslighting, narcissist abuse and stalking, you start to live this way because you have nothing to lose but your faith. And I’ll never give that up.
My phone is imploding. It’s an iPhone X which my sweet T-Mobile “kids” (I call everybody under the age of 30) tell me there’s no hope for me anymore. I’ve gotta upgrade.
My phone won’t send a video or photo via email because it’s so old.
If I delete videos it helps so I was going through videos to delete and I came upon this one. I was riding a mechanical bull at my 530am boot camp trainer’s 40th bday party outside of Atlanta at some cowboy bar.
Damn I stayed on for a long time, 1.06 minutes!
All us boot campers were there. We had been getting up at 5:30 in the morning for 8 years. We were bad ass and this was proof of it.
This is my motivation that you can strap on any bull in life and ride it out. Maybe I’m just so “Yellowstone, Beth Dutton, the ultimate bad ass chick” these days.
You’ll be surprised how much longer you can weather getting bucked off in life.
